Sometimes when I’m feeling sad and blue, I make it a lollipop day! This is a bouquet of lollipops I have sitting on my desk all the time. It just got refilled today with pretty butterfly lolli’s. Some are too pretty to eat, lol, but I will anyway ~giggle~.
Daddy please push me higher.
I miss you Daddy, I know I am not the only one that feels lost without you here. You held us together as a family. I will always and forever love you.
Me and my Daddy
When is the proper time to beg? I do believe we must think before we beg for something. Is the act of begging going to please the dominant, or is it coming from a place of submissive selfishness. Such as begging for forgiveness. Submissives want and need forgiveness because it will make us feel better, yet how do you still put your dominant first while begging for such a thing? Submissives tend to beat themselves up mentally when they have disappointed as it is, and is sometimes harsher punishment than what the dominant will impose. Is it right or wrong to beg for forgiveness, even if it helps release the guilt and anguish the submissive is feeling? If she knows she is forgiven, will she not then serve better in a more pleasing way? I need to understand, when it is proper to beg and when not to.
I was born with a mouth and an unquenchable hunger to suckle, live and worship Daddy/Master, born a filthy cunt. The dark secrets I keep, only few will ever know, like the need to feed from, worship and please Daddy/Master. The need to be used in whatever way that Daddy/Master wishes to take pleasure to the point I am beyond limits.
The hidden places deep within know the truth that I was born a babycunt, born to live from and worship Daddy/Master. I should have been owned and trained from the day I was born, yet this is just the tip of my darkness.
I hide in the dark and shadows, for what is bliss to me, is depraved evil to the outside world. My darkness dwells so deep to unspeakable things, even in a society that is more accepting of my needs, the darkness is too deep and would still be considered taboo.
Born a worthless babycunt only to suckle Daddy/Master for his nourishment, and having the constant aching of needing Daddy to squeeze every last drop of sweetness from me and demand more.