Everything I love is gone, I’ve never been so alone in all my life.
Appreciate the times when you are so happy and be thankful when you have all the things and people that fill your day with love and laughter, because one day something may happen that crushes and ruins what you hold dearest to your heart. You may not be greedy, or want much for yourself, just a happy life with family and friends. I think these are basic needs in all beings, but life can be unfair, and it’s arrogance and ignorance will cause you pain, no matter how humble, caring, and loving you may be.
One day you may wake up and find that no one is there for you, no one to stand by your side, no one to protect you from the pains of life, and no one to talk to. Kids are not the only ones that cry into their blankets in the middle of the night. I stay quiet and never say a word to anyone about how I feel, but yes I also cry in the middle of the night where there is no chance of anyone seeing me and I will go on encouraging others, wanting others to be happy, while inside I feel like I am slowly dying. Such is life, it goes on for those who don’t want it, and leaves those who want to keep it. If I could give the essence of my life to a dying person that wanted to live, I would do so gladly.
I seem to have lost my space…
“Between stimulus and response there is a space…
In that space is our power to choose our response.
In our response lies our growth and our freedom.”
Sometimes the wind will rise up beneath our wings and guide us in a whole new direction than what we expected. Some of us go against it, while others simply accept and go with the flow of where the wind chooses to take us. Most often times, we end up somewhere we certainly did not expect.
We have the power to steer the current of wind beneath us, though we will never change it’s direction, for the wind carries us to our destiny.
What we can do is land for awhile, breathe in the beauty that surrounds us as our mind calms, and make choices that will help us see where we really want to go with the wind guiding us through it’s current of life.
Then it is up to us to spread our wings and fly, allowing the wind to carry us to the place we should be, accepting and allowing all that comes to us, and knowing we are free to live an amazing life filled with love, happiness, and gratitude.
~Forever And A Day~ I wish you all to fly forever free.
We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future. Or we can decide for ourselves and maybe it’s our job to invent something better. ~C. Palahniuk~