Wishing all a Very Merry Bondage Christmas
Do you have any Christmas gatherings to attend this holiday season?
No, I’ll be alone.
What’s the best thing that’s happened to you since last Christmas?
I admitted my love for someone.
What was your best Christmas ever? Why?
2003 the last year my whole family was together
What’s the most meaningful Christmas gift you’ve ever received?
A marriage proposal which I had to say no to
What was the most appreciated Christmas gift you’ve ever given?
I don’t know, I can not measure other people’s appreciation
What was your favorite Christmas tradition as a child?
Putting out milk and cookies for Santa
What is your favorite Christmas tradition now?
I was hoping for a new one, but it’s not going to happen, so I guess I don’t have one
Merry Christmas To All And To All A Great … uhhh, yeah (giggle)
It’s one thing to be naked and easily accessible for my dominants desire, to always be wet and ready for him to use me physically in ways that are pleasing to him, to have me perform tasks, or do whatever he may ask while naked and open, knowing his eyes may or may not be upon me observing what and how I am doing what he has desired, and for some people, that in itself might allow them to become aware of their nakedness and make them feel vulnerable. It’s when I have to open my communications from my thoughts, hopes, dreams, and fears that I stumble, yet I will do so for him, even if not done so gracefully, though my efforts will be at my best. When I open my soul and let him into my spirit, that is the time when I feel the most naked and vulnerable. That is when we both know I am giving all that I am, and that is when I am humbled at my most, knowing he not only can see the outer shell of my nakedness but what lives deep inside me, and my true nakedness and vulnerability that I lay before him to do with as he wishes, to mold and shape into the submissive that will please him, adore him, worship him, to accept what I lay before him in a way that takes captive my heart. Opening my soul, letting him into my spirit, that is being the most naked and vulnerable for me. Why put myself through that?
It is my deepest hope, my deepest desire that he will accept me at my most humblest, most naked, and most vulnerable time, though it is not my hopes and desires that matter. What matters most is that he will find my actions desirable. Again, why put myself through that? Simple. To please him.
There comes a day when we wake up and realize, “It’s time to let go.”
When you do decide to let go of things from the past, things that may be holding you back and keeping you from moving forward and growing…when you really do decide to let go…you’ll feel a sense of freedom, like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, for it’s no longer your responsibility to bear that weight. You are free to learn and grow, you are free to fly…no longer held captive by your past as you simply…….let go.
And once you are free……you can be held captive by “someone” in a good way
Wishing everyone a fantastic weekend! Live, love, laugh, reach out and give some happiness and love to someone who is not expecting it for you may end up being the brightest light in that persons life without even knowing it. Remember to be grateful for not just the big things in life but right down to the smallest, minute things, for it is the simple, small things in life pulling all together with love that help us connect and become whole where we are one in the spirit of love.
~Blessings To All~