My Saturday Perving – Yes I Am A Perv, A Masochistic, Twisted, Slutty Perv or Pervette LOL

 

Actually a spanking can make me extremely horny or it can break my heart.  It all depends on the intent, the tone, and the reason I am being spanked.  If I am being punished it seems to hurt not only physically but emotionally to the point of feeling so bad, it feels like there is nothing I can do to make it right.  If the spanking is for pleasure, I can handle so much more pain, and that pain has such a fine line to pleasure.

 

Face it, we all masturbate, at least I think we do LOL.  I do on a regular basis.  Not only does it feel good but it also relieves stress and anxiety.  The last month or so, I’ve not been able to because of medical reasons and my mind is going nuts.  I definitely need to explode into a series of orgasms.  Call it self-therapy as all that stress and anxiety will come gushing out

 

Such a beautiful site.  Open, naked, vulnerable, and collared.  Her facial expression shows me she is in that head space of sheer ecstasy, where those magical endorphin’s are flowing that allows her to feel special in being able to please and serve as she experiences a journey meant for Master and slave.

 

I always love pictures where you are not only naked and vulnerable, but where you have exposed your neck in a gesture of giving.  Giving all of yourself, being completely open to the person you have chosen to reveal the deepest part of you, and the deep seeded desire to simply want to please.

 

And then there are times where it may be for punishment, or simply for your Master’s pleasure to have your face against a wall and to just sit there until he beckons you to come to him.  If it is for punishment and you are left there with only your thoughts, your mind will punish yourself more than any physical punishment could do, and a good Master knows this already.  Generally, once a punishment is inflicted, once it is finished, the offense is done and forgotten, or at least is supposed to be.  As a submissive, I know my mind keeps punishing myself beyond the length of the actual punishment itself, even though I know it is done and over with.  That is definitely something I need to work on, and that is the letting go of offenses once I have been punished for them.  As with anything in life though, we learn and grow, always and hopefully moving forward into a better person through each lesson.

 

I do love my stockings and corsets, and this picture captured my eye, so just had to post it, just for the sake of posting.  I love the heels too!

 

This can be the most awesome position or the most scary.  Again it goes back to whether I’ve been good or bad!

 

I think the words in this picture explain themselves.

 

A woman after my own heart

 

I have the most terrible habit of biting my lips when I get nervous or am deep in thought.  Usually those thoughts when biting my lip though have to do with all my dark, little secrets and desires.  So if you catch me biting my lips (which I do often) you know I am nervous or thinking like a nasty, little, submissive slut. (Giving away secrets here…sheesh)

 

Perfect.  I love the feel of……….yessss I love the feel

 

I love this picture because it is very sensual with a touch of bondage, yet also shows excellent posture when presenting yourself to your Master.  You can not see her head in this picture but to top it off would be keeping your posture even with your head, though very slightly bent with eyes cast down unless otherwise directed by your Master.

 

I found this to be a very sensual and erotic picture.  Again, I am attracted to black and whites.  I see perfect curves and the leash adds perfect effect, at least for me.

 

Here I see a submissive that loves and adores her Master so much, begging to be in his presence.  Even though she is collared and leashed, and the Master has control, it is still always an honor and should never be taken for granted to be able to be so close, and especially to be allowed to grab his leg, pulling him into you with all your soul.

 

This could be sheer pleasure over and over again, or it could be torturous. LOL

 

Bound, yet open and exposed to be used at the Masters leisure.  Always a good place to be.

 

Curvy women, curvy ass, love the curves of the human body.  We are creations of art!

 

It is one thing having your nipples clamped, but when you have to hold that chain in your mouth and pull back yourself under the gaze of your Master, it doesn’t matter how much it hurts because all we want to see is that sparkle of pleasure in the Master eyes that gives us reassurance we are being pleasing, and that is above any pain we may endure even if that pain is being induced by our own means.  I can not even imagine dropping the chain in front of Master.  I think I would die of humiliation and shame for not being able to fulfill what he has asked of me.

 

Erotic Monday Madness

Wishing everyone a fantastic week!  Have any erotic stories you wish to share, I’d love to hear them!

Be a good girl now…

Keep It Simple – Just Obey

Be pleasing always…

There are some things in life that come naturally without needing guidance or having to be told what to do, but there are other circumstances where the submissive does not know what to do, and one of the biggest mistakes is trying to figure it out on your own when the correct thing to do would have been to contact the Master and have him tell you, instead of trying to “fix” the situation to please and conform everyone involved.

Going to the Master should have been first and foremost, because he is first and foremost above all things, all people, and all circumstances.  Learning to come forward and communicate the situation would have been the simplest and correct route, knowing and depending on the Master with complete trust for him to make the right decision for both.  Master’s words, commands, guidance, are first and foremost and always should be, and believing and trusting the Master will always choose what is right for him and the submissive is simply the bottom line.

In this particular situation I panicked and waited too long trying to figure out a way to make everything work in a certain amount of time, which if I had not panicked, I would have realized the situation was out of my control and I could not “fix” it.  Once I had realized it was out of my control I should have simply let Master know what was going on and still followed through with his commands, because in the beginning, the middle, and the end, it is Master’s commands that are most important and the only commands that I need to obey.  Obedience is a naturally, instinctive act within a submissive’s soul, and a very easy one if you do not over think, over analyze, or try to fix things on your own.  It is such a simple thing to do that shows how much you respect your Master, trust your Master, worship your Master, and adore him, yet I failed this simple act because I did not put Master first and foremost.  I was trying to find a way to still follow his commands, while life things were happening around me, and instead of immediately telling him, I tried to make it all work which inevitably caused me to fail.

When you give your heart and soul to someone, it does not matter whether they are living in the same household or miles and miles apart, that love is still there, but when you love and submit, it intensifies any and all emotions to much deeper levels than most people can not comprehend.  It is within these levels, these depths that the overwhelming desire to please the Master comes forth, because it is in the knowing that you have pleased the Master that fills your heart to overflowing.  Overflowing with love, gratitude, joy, overflowing with the desire to please just for his happiness, for in his happiness is where you find yours.  When you are with the one person whom you love beyond words, there is only one way…”The Master’s Way”.  So simple, yet so very deep.  Not many people understand the depths of this kind of relationship, and although I do understand it, I still need guidance, for without his commands, his words, his guidance, I am completely and utterly lost in a world that I seem not to fit in.

When you are a creature that has closed off the world for the majority of her life, and then lay yourself before the Master, completely open and vulnerable, it can be one of the most scariest moments you will ever experience, yet you do so because somewhere in your soul you know you are here for him.  To serve him in any way he chooses, to be available for him at all times, and to pleasure him in whatever way he desires for that is your sole purpose in life, or should have been from the beginning of time.  Most are unfortunate and never find who is a part of them in this lifetime, and they end up settling for another to take their place.  I would rather be alone than have to be without my Master, he is the very air that I breathe.

I’m torn inside right now, one minute I like something, the next I’m condemning myself for liking it, yet want to please Master so no matter how I feel I will continue to do as he commands.  It doesn’t matter how I feel, I have to keep my faith that the Master whom I trust will choose what is best for both of us, yet in my soul knowing he comes first and foremost in all things, and that is what I have to keep at the forefront of my heart, mind, and soul in order to please him, which in turn will make him happy, and in knowing that, I am rewarded with knowing I was pleasing to the one I worship and adore.

At the moment though I feel like a complete failure

Happy Friday!

 

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